Come on
Not that late thoughts sprinkled into this night of a still too hot summer. Figuring out my path and the hell I am going through.
The past 6-9 years you threw your arrogance like the joker that you are and than claimed in the name of lust or was it love? No. It was “Love Me!” And I had the audacity to summon you away but now it feels like the Ouroboros of this encounter is getting ouroboring. Empty after all ? My dreams are mine and you can keep yours to yourself. With all the power you have you will never have that “pushing this forward”.
How dare you call me your favorite when I’ll never be yours?
Who wins this CJ mind game? There’s no winner when one steps away from the center.
Dragging myself via darkness means that I’ve learned about myself and now I know you like I know myself or even better. We are known. But when I am looking at the night sky, you are having a sunny day. You were never really going to share yourself with me because after all how could we work this out? Have you changed your mind perhaps?
Mhm
I salute you players. Your bluff served me well. You owe me for eternity.
Jo.xo.
If I were Daleria Vegas
Been trying to come to closure with a lot for the past 9 years. I had started many stories but somehow never came with an ending. Why am I still on this road? Perhaps a journey will never be completed unless the one who drives on it’s path is still caught in the web of the imagination.. I always find a reason to not go through the entire map of my journey. Always looking and searching. Never satisfied. Now this idea of Daleria Vegas is persistent. For reasons I’m sure it won’t go away too soon 🙂 I have no idea yet if telling stories is really my thing, but it may be.
How does one define oneself in this world? How do you know what is right for you and what you are good at? I’ve lost myself in too many stories and forgot about my own! Time to cut out all that is bothering me and focus on what I am perhaps meant for. Being original in this world is something I do respect.
So i’ll see where to..
This is who I am. Nice to meet you.
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