To Dare

January 24, 2017 at 5:26 pm (Uncategorized)

I dare to dream of a Union that burns all bridges out;

I dare to desire a Love that sets worlds into motion;

I dare to want Amor that would revive my Ancient heart;

I dare to wish for a bond that would make all Watchers jealous;

A Love that breaks all boundaries;

Fire in my blood like an electric touch;

I dare to want it all so bad that it would have no choice but to come true.

For I have the audacity to desire the impossible.




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January 7, 2017 at 2:15 pm (Uncategorized)

With a broken heart, I still wonder about this thing called True Love. Unconditional love. Even though I had too much unshared love, I still like to dream about meeting a soul that resonates with my own. Isn’t pure love accepting one another as you are? Connecting with another on deeper levels and seeing their true colors  is an interesting voyage. From my experience, true love is something you cannot live without, because without it there is a void that can never be filled. It’s an emptiness that hurts your spirit and body.

Perhaps time will change everything and I will learn what I’ve been missing.



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Winter is ON!

January 6, 2017 at 1:24 pm (Uncategorized)

Oh oh oh winter is fiery at this point here in my city, the beautiful capital of Romania. Last year it was much the same, but lets see how it goes along this time. Looks like a heavy weather is setting upon Bucharest. I think it’s like this: strong pushy summers that really get the best of you, well maybe it’s a little better for the sun lovers 🙂 – which I am not!! – and then this wicked blizzards. Autumn is what nowadays? I don’t know anymore.


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October 29, 2016 at 5:33 pm (Uncategorized)


knock knock.

The Dark is a gift too.Don’t fight it.


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Come on

July 5, 2016 at 10:44 pm (Uncategorized)

IMG_20160611_203110Not that late thoughts sprinkled into this night of a still too hot summer. Figuring out my path and the hell I am going through.
The past 6-9 years you threw your arrogance like the joker that you are and than claimed in the name of lust or was it love? No. It was “Love Me!” And I had the audacity to summon you away but now it feels like the Ouroboros of this encounter is getting ouroboring. Empty after all ? My dreams are mine and you can keep yours to yourself. With all the power you have you will never have that “pushing this forward”.
How dare you call me your favorite when I’ll never be yours?
Who wins this CJ mind game? There’s no winner when one steps away from the center.
Dragging myself via darkness means that I’ve learned about myself and now I know you like I know myself or even better. We are known. But when I am looking at the night sky, you are having a sunny day. You were never really going to share yourself with me because after all how could we work this out? Have you changed your mind perhaps?
I salute you players. Your bluff served me well. You owe me for eternity.


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If I were Daleria Vegas

July 4, 2016 at 8:11 pm (Uncategorized)

Been trying to come to closure with a lot for the past 9 years. I had started many stories but somehow never came with an ending. Why am I still on this road? Perhaps a journey will never be completed unless the one who drives on it’s path is still caught in the web of the imagination.. I always find a reason to not go through the entire map of my journey. Always looking and searching. Never satisfied. Now this idea of Daleria Vegas is persistent. For reasons I’m sure it won’t go away too soon 🙂 I have no idea yet if telling stories is really my thing, but it may be.

How does one define oneself in this world? How do you know what is right for you and what you are good at? I’ve lost myself in too many stories and forgot about my own! Time to cut out all that is bothering me and focus on what I am perhaps meant for. Being original in this world is something I do respect.

So i’ll see where to..

This is who I am. Nice to meet you.


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I keep wondering..

June 27, 2016 at 11:23 pm (Uncategorized)

So this is supposed to be a short story . This is how it beginning but I’ll let the ending with the imagination of the reader. Enjoy.

Who was that strange man looking at me as if he knew me and more..I can’t even find the right words to connect those dots and make sense..ok. So, imagine you are in a club with some friends, trying to relax, have fun, and what comes with good company. One of them is your best friend. Let’s call her Daeni. This friend is intrigued by a silhouette of a dark man, all dressed in black. he’s eyes were blazing straight through. Daeni turns to me – I am Seraphine – grabs me and shaking but she had to say it out loud and quickly: “Seraphine! Look at that man over there. The dark one!” And I, Seraphine finally turn my head and i see the man. Why was Daeni so excited almost hypnotized about this i ask her “What is happening? You don’t look know you can tell me anything.” Daeni rushed and grabbed  me by the shoulders and said strange words as if she was being influenced more like hypnotized. I keep focused on him and I listen to her “Seraphine, he wants you to go to him. Look he’ll be waiting  there by the bar. Please go”

To be honest I was in a rather panicked mood..Daeni kept starring at the dark man without even blinking. We were both smoking heavily due to a rush of ..i have no idea. Seems like a moment of “i don’t know what’s happening; this is too intense; why am I shaking?” Some time goes by and we get 2 glasses of white and red wine. “The red one is for you, Seraphine.” Now wait a did the bartender  know my name?! I turn to Daeni, “Hey..did you hear that?! How did she know my name! Daeni talk to me!!”

Daeni seemed frozen while keeping that strange stare at the dark man who seemed to be waiting for something. As if Daeni read my mind suddenly she speaks to me “Seraphine, drink you red wine and go to him.”

That’s it! I take the glass and walk to him. I admit, I didn’t know what to expect. I felt chills as if it was getting colder around him but I also felt an attraction like a magnet was pulling me towards him. I put the glass next to his drink. “Mr. thank you for the drinks. May I know what you want from us?”

The moment he started talking, I swear..I saw fog coming out from nowhere and surrounding the felt like a massive hypnotizing session..people looked really detached. Oh and his voice..”Miss, I only want you.” That’s when I felt scared and rejected his wooing  or whatever that was. I was overwhelmed and I had no idea what was happening. Everyone seemed to be affected by his presence, all but me. “Mr., thank you for the drinks, but we have to leave now.” He broke the glass in his hand  and said calmly “Are you sure you cannot change your mind?”

“I’m sorry..I don’t know what you want from me and I have to take my friend out of here.”

Him: “Is that your final choice, Miss?”

How does this continue?

A proper title..would be.. “Desired by the Immortal”

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April 12, 2016 at 11:41 pm (Uncategorized)

Understanding the intelligence of surviving and applying that into the very single step one takes  on the road to the individual’s journey is tricky. Most of the time, the lessons must be learned the very difficult way until the apprentice takes a higher step, keep going forward and rid of all that was pulling one down.  Every piece of the puzzle will stand where it’s supposed to, once you realize where your place in the world is, whom you hang out with, whom you can trust.




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New Art Loaded!

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Trick or treat? Bite , lips. Vampire kiss

September 12, 2015 at 12:05 am (Uncategorized)

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