Further on from my “The Empiric Deceiver”

January 20, 2015 at 2:04 am (Uncategorized)

You see, Luiza needed a lot of things that couldn’t be found that easy or she was too pretentious about everything. Anything can be done when you have wealth. Right? Right. The new look for her home was supposed to be entirely her own vision, since the house had been inhabited by her parents for much too long. We had a lot of dvds and a lot of vampire movies. Not that she watched much. I usually ended up falling asleep in front of the tv. I was never really into vampire movies, but there was something about that place, a scent .. Cannot define it. Funny that Luiza never watched the movies. Great we had internet going. It wasn’t going that swell, but sometimes when she came to my room – a rather Gothic ambient, I might add..since she was the interior decorator – Luiza would usually say: “It’s the best room in the house, my sweetest friend’, holding her expensive crystal glass and that red wine glittering inside. I won’t get into the red wine predicament just now; then Luiza would say “And it’s all yours, Adri. The sun hardly shines in here. Mmm I always get the chills in here. LOVE IT! Don’t you? Come on, I know you do. Hey, let’s look up online and order some of those wicked amasing vampire flicks! What do you want? I’m paying so let me have it all!! But you choose, all right darling?” And I like it. I couldn’t say no to her. Nights in a row I realized I was falling asleep watching either an online tv series or something from her ‘special dvds’.

One late afternoon after an extended nap, I decided to go downstairs and grab a bite. Was I wanted to keep lose weight and I needed to diet all the time. Being chubby as a kid is a scar. Of course, Luiza didn’t agree with my dieting. I was already skinny, wearing my skinny jeans and enjoying every bit. I thought

it was such a prize being so thin. Luiza looks fantastic! I told her she looks like a Queen and no one would ever say no to her.  The thing is, we were never this close, even though we’ve known each other for many, many years, we didn’t hang out a lot. Maybe because Luiza was engaged for years. She told me she was so grateful that I helped her realize details in her life that she couldn’t have picked up without me. Her breaking up with her fiancée  was the greatest moment of her life, she proudly claimed that. At least that is what she told me all the time. Not that she was seeing anyone else. She enjoyed living as she was.

So, there I was standing in the kitchen. Still dizzy after the napping. Milk and cereals, were a great part of the diet I was on. It seemed like a very long day, like those summer days that I hate from the bottom of my core! Luiza was busy with the workers who were usually doing their job until very late in the night and then starting really early in the morning. But no one bothered me. It seemed really perfect, considering the offer of an exquisite holiday. After I finished eating, I would walk to the lake and wait to watch the sun go down. I love photography and shooting the sun goes under was becoming a mantra to me! That and listening to my favorite music which was playing in my ears even though others tell you to listen to nature, I chose: my favorite frequency is mine to hold for myself and no one has to understand! I did want to measure the frequencies used by the artist who does his own work and that would explain a lot about understanding myself. I don’t even know what genre of music it is, I only go with the beat and how it affects me. This artist heals me and brings peace to me. That’s what I know. Too bad I missed his concerts when he played in the city I live in, but back then I wasn’t into his music. Now I have to wait for his return to Europe! Will he return? Oh my .. the thought of that makes me anxious and I would rather imagine he will be back.

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